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You're my favorite hello

You pull me down so deep it makes me tender

every moment I play back to remember

The Earth moves faster when you're in my sight

So the things I have inside I'll say tonight

This is who I am.

I won't change my kind, don't waste my time.

and I feel it, I know you won't.

I don't sleep no more, cause I'm in love

the hunger I have is craving for you

this attachment is what novels spill

I trust that your affection

 lewers me to the right direction

I'm a rag doll, move me how you want me

Cause anywhere with you I'll be happy.

Just lets

not

 stay here

As long as you want me  just know that I'll be near

you're my hardest good bye,

everytime

Since early childhood, we learn of the existence of a soul mate…a person made just  for us, and nobody else, our two souls become connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time, and two days later....

Through adolescence you grasp on to this idea of a soul mate, believing you will someday find the one.

But after much heartache and alluvial rivers of tears, this notion you’ve held onto for years begins to fade....crumble and fade away.

As time goes by, day by day, year after year, you move forward, accepting  your failures, mistakesand not so proud of your mishaps…until that day.

This is a day like any other, it begins no differently than yesterday and the days before, but it is a day that will change you forever, a day that the magic and fantasy of a soul mate becomes real.

For each of us it happens differently…the holding of eye contact, an introduction, a smile, or a phone call, regardless of how it began, the moment is unforgettable.

It was a magical moment, frozen in time, the surroundings, the racing thoughts, the feeling you felt, it is all written in stone, engraved in your memories.

The rush of warmth through your body felt exhilarating and new, yet somehow familiar.  It was a feeling you imagined time and again…but never this powerful, overwhelming, exhilarating.

As butterflies fluttered in your stomach it was an explosion of emotions.  Who is this person that can make me feel this way? Is it possible? Where did he/she got that magical power beyond logic, comprehension?

As this invisible force draws you to this person you can sense a mutual feeling.  A connection unlike any other you’ve experienced before, impossible to resist.

You feel a burning, a fire from deep inside, that you can’t ignore.  From that first second of encounter this person is there with you, in every thought and action, impermeating every cell of your body, invading you, drowning you, feeding you with fuel that burns you, but never consumes you...…causing you to smile, laugh, cry, and feel more alive than ever before.

This person becomes a part of you, your other half…your soul mate. And this is the core of the paradox: you are not a half of something, you are a full creation, and still, you never felt more fulfilled with that person at your side...

And as you learned as a child, this person was made perfectly for you, your two souls are connected as one and are destined to be together until the end of time.

Is it possible? You'll never ever know if you do not get your hands dirty, (so to speak)....I wish you luck, you will need it....

inside us all

volcanoes and violets

resonating

the Sharp blades of youth

soft sap impregnated skin

wide-eyed embrace of every rend

this amber charge

we twine in metal round our necks

before our hearts

with self-igniting shields

we march into the paradox

begging challenge

daring death

only to

genuflect

under that cross-eyed celestial glare

of all those ghostly gods

                          "Ode To Nature"                   Ryan Hyatt

4 Races of People, Red Black, Yellow and White.   other Colors are represented in there sacred manner and meanings.

4 Directions--North, East South and West.  Each direction has a meaning spiritually.

North=Red=Buffalo Nation,  East=Yellow=Spotted Eagle, South=White=Owl, ancestors. West=Black=Mysteries, coyote,unknown...theses are my interpretations of these directions.

Medicine Wheel--again the 4 Directions, has the Creator and the Mother Earth included and other circles has spiritutal meanings such as Night and Day,  the Medicines are all interconnected.  in other cultures/tribes they have different meanings and symbols for there Nation. 

The seven Virtues:  Bravery, Generosty, Wisdom, Fortitude, Faith, Love, Respect.  other people have there virtues set in there own ways.

Arrows: Represent the 4 directions, Truth, Direction, Faith, some tribes have the seven arrows for use in ceremonies.

Sacred Pipes, the main Pipe is called the White Buffalo Calf Pipe, other pipes are used in homes, in Public, and Ceremonies. theres your own personal pipe, there are also the 4 races of Pipes, different colors of pipe stone are represented.

Cross:  every circle has a cross in it, like the medicine wheel, dream catchers, everyone bears there own cross, for there own reason. Why do you wear a Cross?  What do you see when you look at the cross in different directions?

Stars:  Big and Little Dipper, the Universe, telling you about the Winter count from the different directions, everyone believes there from the Star Nation.

Animals:  each animal is open to interpretation, and meanings.

We all take for granted what creator provides for us, remember to pray, not only for yourself but for everyone, all races of people, makes no differenceas to Nation, color of skin.   "We are all related"

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Chief LeRoy standingCloud/Mah' piya  Na' jin